RANDOMgirl.

2008-01-01T06:48:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !! 2008.
a new beginning.

anyways. i've change to lj for this year. (:

2007-12-30T01:48:00.000-08:00

i've yet lost a good friend.

it really hurts me. to see a friend who once cared for you, who once share ur worries and troubles for you. and yet gone by a single word i said.
is it wrong? jus to say how i feel? i've repeated time and time agn nicely thinking it would be best for both of us. but when things get out of hand.. is it wrong? to put it bluntly?

"i just feel that things can never be the same again, not anymore"
"the shaan that night have beaten me. with all she said."
"and she dont have to be sorry for it."
"cos she saved alot of troubles, misery and time."

i thought, i jus thought i had found someone tat noes when to shower me with love and concern, when to crack lame jokes when i needed them, whom i thought understands me...
but well at least, i got my qns answered.
not all guys are stupid ! D:

i jus noe, u've hurt me AGAIN.
maybe, my word's too devastating, too hurting.

today's my worst day ever, no other days can compare to this.
& clement, i swear im gna punch u when i see you! -stupid misunderstanding.

my life's already in a pile of shit, you've jus made it worst.

2007-12-26T11:57:00.000-08:00

happy birthday DENISE & MARIA ! : DD

so, christmas was fun! had an enjoyable time with my loved ones. : D

met up with elaine, james, clement and ALIFF for dinner on christmas eve. we had pizza hut! i had to rush after dinner cos someone told me the movie was at marina sq instead of plaza sing & i was at marina sq! D: then james had to go QY PARTY so tats how we departed..
i caught up with my other friends to watch national treasure & its niceee! (: after tat we had coffee at starbucks. we were like those mums and dads who will sit and drink coffee and talk. so the guys started sharing their childhood wildest moments! it was hilarious man. especially wei sheng when he's young. had countdown with em'! : D reached home 1plus2.

went to watch i am legend at tm yesterday (: james was covering his face most of the time! haha, and i got shock at those stupid loud sounds tat produce all of the sudden. -.- clement too, and elaine. darren watched it before, so it was kinda boring for him.. saw ALVIN, jun da and jun xian there! suprise suprise.

and how dumb am i to forget to bring my cam for these 2 days! grr, so no pictures D:

do unto others wht u wan others to do to you.

2007-12-23T23:40:00.000-08:00

christmas is coming!

christmas wishlist : D

1. AX belt

2. 24k gold bio-essence for dark circles

3. a new perfume- raph lauren style

4. ipod classic / touch

♥

2007-12-19T01:17:00.000-08:00

i need the strength to carry on..

2007-12-07T00:01:00.000-08:00

:DDD !!
bought a new dress.
i'm lovin' it!

u cant believe this. my mom and i were talking abt darren jus now. like, !! hahhaa. it seems she really like him alot. and why? i dunno. haha, tmr! (:

2007-12-05T00:54:00.000-08:00

"ping ping !!"
lance is superbly HIMBO pls. hahaha.

soon! (:

2007-12-03T19:58:00.000-08:00

i'll try to keep it short.
yesterday i went shopping for 21 stuff. haha, its a secret! i'll revel it soon. :D super tired, BUT i had fun with bimbo rophi! hahaha. after shopping for the 21 stuff, we two went to expo to find jean. and so, we took a train from city hall to expo. while on the way there, we were too engrossed in our conversation that we actually miss our stop at tanah merah! we landed up in pasir ris. 1st mistake. then, the doors open and we saw the opp train doors open welcoming us to sit. so we started walking towards it and all of a sudden, we heard ," ti ti ti ti ti ti !!" haha, rophi turned her head to look at the train we got off but apparently she got it wrong! it was the train we were trying to get in-.- how retarted we are! and the door closed right in front of us and left jus like tat. and we, standing there like idoits. haha, 2nd mistake. so we turn and walk towards where we came frm and stone there. after like 1 min, we turn and saw the train with doors open. then we were like, " we're suppose to be staying in the train all along." -.- cos it'll go back since its the end of the line. 3rd mistake.
i felt like a complete retard.
haha, and when we got to tanah merah, the next train to expo didnt stop and rophi actually ran after it. heh. we were on high man. :D
today was totally heritage tour. denise and i went arab street, little india and did some shopping at topshop and plaza sing! (: we were suppose to look for our princessy dresses!
cool, we went to eat at some indian place for lunch. and it was two storey, 2nd level had aircon. so we went up. not knowing wad to do since its our first time denise asked,
"hi, um do u have like a menu?"
"no. erm, its downstairs , the big board."
haha, and we didnt even glance at the board luh.
then after the meal,
"hi um, where do we pay for our meals?"
when we're suppose to ask for the bill.
"huh? pay.?"
and in the end the guy gave ask a recipt which has to be paid downstairs. hahha.
once agn, i feel ~~retarded~~.
and, ohgosh. i think our nerdy bimbo here will get lost without me! she kept giving me wrong directions. HAHA, typical denise(((:
my phone is in the service centre agn. the lady is so nice but yet i had to scold her.): im srry. cos its the 2nd time !! i cant stand it. LOUSY PHONE I GOT.
annoying.
D:
busy week ahead of me agn..
tues- bowling
wed- cut hair
thurs- drumming(:
fri- mary's place
it might change, but i hope i have some free time to watch romantic princess and dou niu yao bu yao. plus hello, xiao jie! my mom's cute, she borrowed korean dramas so as to watch it with me. YAY.

2007-12-01T21:59:00.000-08:00

today's the ultimate suay day.

D:

2007-12-01T00:22:00.000-08:00

i'll prolly wont be able to sleep,
everyone disappeared tonight. ):
especially you.

2007-11-30T00:00:00.000-08:00

happy birthday ELAINE NG ! <3
xx, the retarded porn star
talking to my eyecandy makes me happier than before(:
i miss those days.

i think im falling in love with you,
cos' im missing you already.

2007-11-26T14:20:00.000-08:00

stardust is simply AWESOME!
go catch it. its really niceeee

happy birthday DARREN LEONG! :D

plans for this week:
mon- watch dramas
tues- gameplan
wed- ~~zoo~~ gym
thurs- drumming(:
fri- elaine's birthday
sat- cut hair
sun- church
i'm a busy woman. haha.

2007-11-24T22:16:00.000-08:00

okay, i shld start updating my blog if not it's gna dieeee..
went ice skating today! the pros were really cool man. and i tried to skate with one leg! yay. in the end, i did it! although i was the first to fall & i have a ugly blister on my foot. ): mummy agreed to let me take up figure skate a century ago! haha, but didn have the chance to. where's geraldine?? you're suppose to take it up with me. anyone else wna join?? join together. together together, cheaper(; soon, i'll be the pro. heh.
went for clement's gig yesterday? was good man. huiting's band had no zdul. sad, no drummer.
anyways, been out for a week. everyday go out. i shld stop sooon! olvl next year and wad am i doing? going out, shopping,playing..
i shall stop going out in dec. start preparing alr. )))):
plans for next week:
- game plan!/ enchanted :D
-zoo!!
-elaine's birthday(:
-gym
-cut hair!
-thai express
-SHOPPING!
okay, tat's all for now.(:

2007-11-22T01:53:00.000-08:00

happy birthday MUMMY!

loves.

♥

2007-11-20T01:13:00.000-08:00

lol. my blog is so dead. im like writing a diary instead. okay, wadever.

things to get by end of the month:
elaine's present
darren's present
geraldine's present

omgosh. im gna be broke before christmas! thats bad.
you're always in my mind.

2007-11-15T01:21:00.000-08:00

I LOVE NEW ZEALAND ! <3
when you said those words

2007-11-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

BYE PEOPLE! i will be gone for 8days.(:

ignorance is a bliss

2007-11-05T03:00:00.000-08:00

those feelings.. is it a sense of jealousy? no, it cant be. but that feelings kept deep within my heart. locked up in a secret treasure box. i never wna touch it again. but why? i had to open it. i cannot bring myself to it. my heart still skips a beat. knowing i have already made a decision, i shld move on. i cant help it, it keeps haunting me every now and then! AH. can anyone explain to me this ridiculous theory? there's no logic to it!

2007-11-04T08:26:00.000-08:00

its raining heavily now. thunders and lightening which immost afraid of? haha. the lightening especially. i rmb how elaine and i use to scream and go so low when lightening stricks cos as usual, we'll be caught in the rain at the beach. bad timing):
so i was chatting with alvin and..

SHAAN ☆ says:
eh, is ur place raining?
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
yea
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
very big
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
you?
SHAAN ☆ says:
same
SHAAN ☆ says:
):
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
good what rain
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
lol
SHAAN ☆ says:
):
SHAAN ☆ says:
i scared of lightning haha
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
LOL
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
AHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
****
super mean right?
****

☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ just sent you a nudge.
SHAAN ☆ says:
yesyesyesyesyes
SHAAN ☆ says:
quick, ask the rain to stop raining
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
pls rain more
SHAAN ☆ says:
im scared of lightening luh
SHAAN ☆ says:
haha
☜Дl√in ★ℓﻉ√٥☆ ☞ says:
but less lightning
SHAAN ☆ says:
;D

haha, miss his bets with me for maths and chinese):

went out with elaine, bought bras. ^^

then with van for dinner:D

went out with my cousin on fri night. look, GAINT !

2007-11-01T08:49:00.000-07:00

i look retarded in pictures. :/

new york
new york :D

swensen's icecream(:

thanks my loves, dears, for spending the night with me celebrating my birthday although the day kinda sucked. haha, at least the night was better! ;D love u guys plenty plenty. and thanks for all ur sweet msgs and presents(ale n van)!
♥
a day never to be forgotten ; i've forgiven.

2007-11-01T00:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY SWEET 16, SHAAN ! : D

2007-10-31T00:58:00.000-07:00

HOHO.
yes! :D maths olvl is finally over. pray i'll get A2 pleaseeee. :/
and guessss wad. tmr is my BIG day! but how sad can this be. morning i'll have sch then afternoon some talk at hwa chong institution and it'll end at 4, 5plus? and its all the way in the west! i think. ))):
oh, i noe this is abit late but I GOT MY PHONE ! yay.
okay, so i think im back to my old self. watching shows, tv and shopping!(: fancy rejecting my friends for a movie marathon. wahahaa. im suppose to be sleeping now since im dead tired. but i cant help it! i miss my laptop so much :'(
hahha, random stuffs.

when im lonely, u are always there.

2007-10-21T19:39:00.000-07:00

YAY. im gna get that phone real sooooon! ;D
more updates after olvl maths!
jiayou, shaan
♥

2007-10-17T14:39:00.000-07:00

i was late for sch today. woke up at 8.30 when sch's start at 9. super tired cos of yesterday. but i had a great time! watched 2movies at my place, fearless &secret. secret is a nice movie! although the starting's quite boring... wahaha, we ordered pizza. ;D then, we went to the beach for a stroll. ended up, it start pouring luh! we were drenched by the time we got back to my place. dry up and went for dinner at parkway. (:

i love this pic! wahaha.

2007-10-14T09:21:00.001-07:00

YAY. finally, i did some SHOPPING !
shall not say all that i bought. ask me for details! but i initially wanted to get adidas slipper. in the end i bought a lactose slipper(:
so, i feel so accomplished!!! my cravings are even satisfied. i've been wanting to eat la mian. haha, today's dinner was at crystal jade! i feel super extremely happy today! hoho.
however, my feet wna break alr! i went to wisma atria to taka back and forth 4 times altogether! its crazy luhhh. wahaha.
elaine! get jealous... i noe u'll be reading this! ;D

2007-10-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

unproductive shopping!
bought the dvd called secret and a pair of earings):
nvrmind, on sun i'm gna go shopping agn! wahaha.

went back hospital for blood test.
everything went normal.
except paying the bill. i didnt have enough money, so malu!
hoho. in the end, i jus paid wadever i got.

2007-10-10T02:36:00.000-07:00

w910i is finally out!!!!!!
how i've been longing for this day.
wahaha. YAY, super happy. ;D

2007-10-09T03:41:00.001-07:00

super suay please!
if i had known, i wouldnt be wasting my time studying! well, apparently i studied poa till 1.30am then i started having stomach cramps. like um, a very sharp pain once in awhile. so i thought it would go away after awhile. didnt expect it to last thru the night! then i realised, food poisoning. at abt 3, i started having diarrhoea and vomiting. ): and the pain became so pain that i was rush to A&E at 5 plus. well, i endured it till then cos i thot the pain would go away after vomiting out my food. so i kept not wanting to go to the hospital. but sadly, the pain made me surrender.):

haha, then my friends thinks i'm either super lucky or super suay. becos having all these illness can make me skip exams! but i would rather think im super suay. cos i have to suffer with these illness! ): i think i rather take exams. hoho.

ah, i would think that God is punishing me in a way or rather. it must be smth wrong i've done that displeases the Lord. ): okay, so i'm sincerely sorry Lord. please forgive my mistakes and sins and wadever i've done wrong! and once agn, i thank you for curing me. ;D

2007-10-06T01:25:00.000-07:00

YAWNS.
so, i woke up at 6 to wake my bro up to take medicine, like normal sch days.)): then, i went to polyclinic to queue for my bro. and guess who i met. its totally unbelievable. lee kuan yew's first cousin ! lee chong yew. no mistakes. my mom was talking to him. and he showed us his passport. cool sehh! then my mom relate to us abt his childhood and stuff after we went off. ;D

um, borrowed darren's physics bk. haha, actually his book abit useless ah! nth highlighted, no notes too!! my book is definitely a much better one. but, many thanks still! was jus browsing thru cos i'm having a headache so i cant start studying and i came across this...

do u know how hot hell is? overheard in a conversation between a physicist and a bible scholar was a discussion on how hot hell is. while both are not exactly sure as to the average temperature in hell, the physicist suggested that the tempterature could be between 119'c and 444'c. how did he arrive to these figures? with the help of the bible scholar, a piece of information concerning hell wad extracted form the Book of Revelations, chapt 21, verse 8 ,"... the vile, the murderers,....., all liars- their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulphur."

we know that sulphur melts at 199'c and the boiling point of sulphur is 444'c. the temperature cannot be higher than 444'c because above this point, we have sulphur vapour and not a lake of burning sulphur.

wa, i cant imagine myself in hell!!!!! i'll be burning all the time! ee. and the thing is, i cant die. cos i'll be dead already!

2007-10-05T03:51:00.000-07:00

oh no.
my bro is sick. my turn to take care of him.
please God, not dengue.

& guess wad.
im still in a holiday/ dreamland mood!!
ahhhhhhh. and my physics book jus disappeared. it doesnt want me to study for my paper): tuesday's poa and i seriously think i'll flunk the papers. not in the mood for exams, really.

YAY! finally met up with geraldine and we had a great time catching up. & my loves too! wahaha. met up for lunch as well. ((((: hahhaa, and we planned wad to do after exams already! this shldnt be. hahahahaa. but, wadever!

cant wait for exams to be gone gone and over!!!

2007-10-04T02:29:00.000-07:00

i jus love 'fang yang de xin xin' pleasee. ohmygosh, i've finished the whole series & its simply darn nice! the guy is superb man. go watch, & u'll noe wad i mean. (;

how i wish i have this kinda guy will 'bu gu yi qie' and love me. wa, it will be soo nice. imagine, someone who loves you so much and willing to give up everything jus for you. your love. ha! one day, i'll meet this guy. a guy who is loves me soooo much that's willing to do anything for me.(: going thru thick and thin. hoho. SHAAN! back into ur dreams huh.! it only appears in dramas luh. but how i wish next time, my love and i love would be soo strong, no one will be able to break it! amen.

wahahahahahaha.

shaan is in dreamland. cos the show too nice alr. actually, if watch too many these kinda shows, u can go berserk! hahaha, ur expectation for guys would be higher. so is it good or bad?

okay, enough. still got my bang bang tang show! after that, gotta start studying. ): next week there's still exams for me and i mus do well. sadly, it's POA and physics. the two sub im weak in. so, ANYONE OUT THERE WILLING TO TEACH ME? i've missed almost two weeks of sch and still expected to take exams..

this hand, only they drew blood once. but look wad has become of it)):

2007-10-02T19:04:00.000-07:00

changed new skin.(:

kept my background.

woo, i love it! <3

um, so i've been watching 'lucky star/ fang yang de xin xin' these few days & it's simply so spectacular!
but my dad cut off the internet connection cos he sees my bro & i watching different shows and not studying. )): so no choice, gotta use some other connections.

anyways, this pic was the day i got sick!): still look so hyper rite!

& this was after 5 days of drawing blood frm my poor small vein):

2007-09-29T22:31:00.001-07:00

i should be in church with all my pretty babes now and having lunch with them but im stuck here infront of my laptop & doing this. WHAT IS THIS?!

i guess im gna be really really bored this coming week with no sch & no exams): okay, im suppose to be happy becos there's no exams but i jus miss my loves!! i wna go back to sch & see them.. im missing out all the fun, yes i know it.

sighs. nvrmind, i'll take this chance to meet up with geraldine darl when u guys are taking ur exams to catch up! it's been a million years since i last saw her! ;D
right now, im waiting for 'lucky star' to be dl so i can burn my time watching it. &hopefully i will be able to upload some pic taken in the hospital!! haha, with yining the cam whore guy.

im boreedd.
i know u all are mugging hard for exams now, & i feel left out! for the first time, i think i feel like studying. its so boringgggggggggggggggggggggggg. how i wish i can do some drumming now. )):

and come to think of it, my life's pretty boring despite all these recent events. with all my other babes exciting love stories, i feel out. HAHA.. many people out there told me to enjoy my secondary sch life, but it seems not exciting to me at all. ))): except for some gaga over hot guys once in ahwile with van, constant outings with my loves, i live a pretty much boring life. hearing other ppl's love prob, hey. but i enjoy solving them! u can be surprise how interesting and challenging the problem can sometimes get.. but sadly, i can never experience this kinda interesting love story. cos, im not in love!! some ppl say to enjoy ur singlehood however, u know. there's this saying,' its always greener over the other side of the field."

ENTERTAIN ME !

2007-09-29T01:22:00.000-07:00

thanks for all ur presents, gifts, flowers and all the munchy food. hahaha, although im allowed to eat i cant!)':
okay, so i've been dishcharged yesterday!! YAY. miss my com a million and my tv and my bed and my.. MOOMOO !
its a life experience staying in the hospital and its actually quite cool. but not when u're sick luh. u get regular meals, have top service, the nurses are there when u need them, comfortable bed.. i had aircon, and there's friends that will comes to visit so u wont feel lonely! i wna thank these ppl for visiting..

my family(everyday), elaine, clement, darren, miss lim, wilbur, kenny, boon hong, adeline, munirah, ziying, yining, wilfred, efa, aisah, hidayah, van, alessia, shir, jean, pearl, keith, da peng, auntie serene, uncle vincent, auntie kim, my dad's friend.
and if i've missed you out, you're not missed kay! i jus cant rmb now.. (:

but the hospital can be very boring... i got sick after awhile, and im super glad to be at home !
thank God for healing meeeeee. YAY.
& the best part of all these, i get to skip exams !! but one more week not going to sch)): stay at home and rot. plus i'll miss all my loves in sch. dont worry adeline! im coming back, going back to sch to irritate u ! hoho.
oh and did i mention, i take blood tests everyday when im in the hospital and the part where they take everyday has now a HUGE blueblack? it hurts)): plus the drips. they poke a needle in and now theres like a dot there. my arms are ugly now! & i miss all my shows when im in the hospital! ): no tv for meeee.

2007-09-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

SICK ! ): sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sicksick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick...
im sickk. crap. wad abt tmr's test? wad abt tmr's lunch? wad abt the gift-shopping? ahhhhhhh. wad abt SATURDAY .!!! hmmmm, WHINES !!
ohcrap.

is it becos of all the events that happen made me sick?
badevents + shaan= SICK
sick= not studying
not studying= failing of EXAMS !

thats bad. monday is the start of exams.
pray that i'll get well soon ba.(:

2007-09-19T06:27:00.000-07:00

thank you.
i take ur words and i'd listen to you.
i'll take it as a stride and i will do better in this coming exam.
thanks for encouraging me! (: although i nearly teared again.
i love you, mr ng! hahaha. this is my first time hearing these encouraging words(:
still in the process of recovering..

sadly, i think im falling sick. felt so sick jus now that i dragged myself for tuition. sad to say, now im feeling alright. but still, i dont wna go sch tmr):

2007-09-17T03:56:00.001-07:00

stab me.
stab me.
stab me. (x1 million)
punch me, kick me, slap me.

Lord, im begging you. help me.. im at my pits end. i dont understand, is this call paying off hard work in this way? i see my friends hard work slowly being paid off. what abt me? i dont wna be like a cry baby and jus sit at a corner to cry. but i cant help it. tell me Lord, what am i suppose to do now? i dont want history repeating itself. im sick and tired OF BEING STUPID.

i dont understand.
i dont understand.
i dont understand.
maybe, im jus plain stupid.

all i need is sleep, away from reality and into my dreams.
i dont wna go sch tmr. (x3) i hate myself for being so ***ing emo, seeing my friends in this kinda state. i dont wna see them in a loss of how to comfort me. i dont wna their pity nor their concern, cos it hurts me more.

2007-09-15T02:24:00.000-07:00

a person from your past - perhaps an old flame - will pay you a visit. this is not the time to run away but a chance for you to evaluate your present life.

okay, i know im not suppose to believe in these kinda things. but look, its super accurate!

went out yesterday.
was suppose to go wild wild wet, but it was close): i felt soooo cheated lur. cos supposedly, i didnt want to go, but after much persuasion then i decided to go. however, its turn out like that.. superbly sad. so, we went swimming instead. had much fun though.
then, i went to town(: hate my haircut. the fringe isnt any shorter... and dont really like the service. im naver ever gna cut at 'supercuts' anymore. however, jia ern haircut is nice! she looks pretty with her new fringe. . went for dinner, fish n co! couldnt finish my meal.
drank soup when i reach home, and zzz! tireddd.
didnt talk for a week now, after what had happen.

2007-09-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

did you feel the tremors? more vigorous than the last time i experienced. felt these kind of tremors about 3times alr. i was walking home towards my estate from tuition when i saw a lot of ppl standing at the carpark, 7-11, everywhere. overheard them saying the building was shaking. and when i was walking at the carkpark towards my estate, my neighbour told me not to go up, there's earthquake. waited and waited.. missed my 7o'clock show ! only caught the last 15mins):
i dont feel the closeness between us anymore. whats happening? i feel i'm losing touch.. or am i jus sensitive?

2007-09-09T08:36:00.000-07:00

sch reopens tmr):
means back to studying.
went out everday this whole holiday.
didnt touch a single hmk at all, haha. oh wells.
clear things up with someone, and really, i'm glad i did.
oh yes! dreamt i failed my maths prelim. ain't gna come true rite?
i dearly hope so.

SIGHS. another love is gna part. )): hope to see you soon, mel! love u many many.
<3 !

2007-09-05T20:03:00.000-07:00

been feeling super down these few days. however,
YAY.
i finally got it off my chest. yesterday was like a water following from the tap that had been forgotten to turn it off. that's why, i'm feeling much better today! although my eyes are still swollen and a slight headache.
and thanks kor, for ur oh so wonderful love& concern for me<3
going out later! (:
yesterday night was a woah man. she needa help in the end. useless girl sial ! need a man to her rescue. siann.
i'm super happy too. u finally got wad i'm trying to say. &thats becos i had to say it straight in ya face. but anyways, u got it and that wad it matters(:

2007-09-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

yo. wadup.
not in da mood for blogging but since im currently waiting for huanhuan ai to be downloaded, i shall update my blog with a few events.
FRIDAY
moodswings. mood was like crap. in a bad bad bad bad mood. i guess it was the whole event that made me like that. firstly, i couldnt get the class to settle down for musical chairs, secondly i fell ! hahaha. munirah pushed me becos she got tricked time &time agn during the game(: hmm. thirdly, i saw unwanted ppl. ppl that I DONT WISH TO SEE.. but, shopping made my day better ! walked ard fareast for 7 hrs? first time sial. walked till my feet hurt badly. however, we got wad we wanted, so we were satisfied with out shopping. went to eat at taka, shop abit more then went home.
SAT
woke up at 9. ): rushed down to newton mrt with my new heels. ran with it ! hahaha. then when i reached the pines, my feet was aching ): helped out with the deco.. danced &danced. then when time came, bathe and doll myself up !! :D woo. i look pretty kay! will upload pics some other time. we were all glam glam man. pretty babes. so dinner and then dance ! super embrassing. haha. umhmm. CAM WHORE ALOT. took abt 1oo pics?
SUNDAY
woke up, didnt feel like going to church. superbly tired. &i was aching only at my left tigh! its still aching now): dragged myself to church. but im glad i did! the sermon was super good. and then, drum abit. went to eat lunch with dearest elaine, shopped ard then home to sleep !!
TODAY
went tm for lunch, then sch for physics, starbucks, skipped tuition and then home sweet home to sleep agn! hahaha. so now im here. huanhuan ai jus have been downloaded. time to watch!

do i needa put it to you balck and white agn across ur face? am i not being very clear with my actions? i do not like you! 2 times, u confessed. and if there is ever another 3rd time, i'll really tell you right across ur face! seriously, are u acting dumb, or jus plain dumb. im really at a lost.

2007-08-30T05:23:00.001-07:00

YES! maths prelim finally over !! (:
paper 1 sucked, but paper 2 was alright.
had a good time bitching abt students and teachers with munirah the whole of last night. hang up the phone at abt like 12.30? hahaha. then started revising for maths.
went to elaine place jus now ! (:

saw my ballet teacher the day before! i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss her to bits. hug her. chat with her..
I"M MISSING DANCING. &im growing fat..
wna take up salsa !
dancinggggggggg. miss it lotsa lotsa lotsa lotsa.
tmr gna go shopping? window shopping. im BROKE ! ):
ohmygosh. dreamt of you twice. am i missing you?
ELAINE, dreamt of you three times. you're the most. most loved too<3
ohmy. i sound so les. dont worry elaine, wait till i get my love! hahaha. then u'll be place 2nd. right now, u better enjoy ur position! HAHAHA.

2007-08-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

okay.
so i slept at 4plus yesterday nite? studied till like 4?
had 5hrs of dance agn!
to recount that, its 10hrs of dance altogether! ohmy. when i could be using that fruitful time studying...
):
jus hang up the phone talking to my loves. &im gna start my 2nd set of maths paper. i hopee.. doing another sch's paper first.
drum practices had offically stopped ! im so dumb not to realise until sam told me. so now gotta arrange schedule to start my prac agn. since i wna continue to learn.. feel so motivated when he plays the drums. he's like, the best! (:
prelims coming in 2days time.
JIAYOU shaan !

2007-08-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

went to study after sch yesterday.
then, i went home for a short nap bafore going to airport to study agn.
reached home at 11.30
then study agn till 2.30++
woke up at 12 today..
went to church.
5HRS of DANCE PRACTICE !
came home, eat.
sleep.. ZZz!
so now i'm here. jus before i start studying agn..
super TIRED! i wna ZZZzzzzZZzzz.))):

shaan, u lead a too boring life eh. ):

2007-08-23T07:30:00.000-07:00

YES ! finally done. wooo.
new skin.
edited by your truly((:

2007-08-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

um.
so my first reaction was like ,"ohmygosh?!"
im sorry, but its abit the too late huh. u realise.. its been 2years.
however,thanks man. but im really not in the mood for all these. give me a break!

maths prelims coming &its stressing me out):
haven had a proper rest this week. i needa someone to push me! &move me along.
i really need that someone.
my munchydonuts have been eaten! i only ate 1 1/2 of of the whole box. ):
get a life, SHAAN!

2007-08-18T10:32:00.000-07:00

today's super demoralizing for me):

firstly, i cant believe i actually broke down while eating steamboat for dinner today. i cant believe my mother actually attitude-ed me. but i kept my cool. then she purposely ask my bro to get food for her when im jus RIGHT BESIDE her.

secondly, my ice cream cake isnt sucessful !!!!!!!!!! ))))': )))))': )))))':

but elaine, mc furry made my day! YAY. haha. set ah!

can u stop msging me. u're making me irritated. jus like him last time. haha ee.

oh & yeseterday i went to watch my bro's roadshow. alone. but sat with my bro's friend, which his sis is my ex mate! woo. buy dont really noe her. well at least i knew her. the roadshow is superbly nice! WOW. im like so inspired by the girls luh! look at them, they super slim! i wna their figureeee.): & my bro looks cool.

the guy next to him looks ugly. x)

lastly, my knee is hurting me. jus a small fall with a cut and its hurting me! i think its becos last time i had knee injuries. thats why it affecting my whole knee. ):

2007-08-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

i know i was super mean to you last night and im sorry. but u cant blame me for whatever i said is true. and DONT TRY TO BE BLUR becos i HATE STUPID GUYS! or at least who act dumb. i thot after u had jus tasted of your own medicine, u'll stop talking to me. but i was wrong. so im srry, no choice but to put it black and white across ur face causing u to be super sad and worried. i cant help it. i needa it to get it off my chest ! and i finally did.
woah. i finally got it off my chest man. life have been so miserable with u in my life. but not now! woo. :D still, im enjoying life!
&i needa really start studying): for maths maths maths!ahh.
ANYWAYS.
ELAINE, i hereby annouce that u're the ultimate of the ultimate, best of the best person ever man!
u made me come to sch at 7 today, hoping that u can teach me poa and for once get it, so i didnt study the night before. and wad happen?! u didnt turn up at all!!! didnt even make it to sch huhhuhhuh. make me wake up extra early to go sch.):
and fad is SICK IN THE MIND.

2007-08-15T07:18:00.001-07:00

u talk to me as if nothing has happen. how GREAT huh. but i guess this the LAST TIME u're asking me out. YES. GOOD, all the better. i really dont give a damn abt you anymore. u're not worth my feelings. not any feelings from me. not even sympathy.
i guess no one will really noes how much im suffering down inside. only God knows. and im glad of that.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!
but YES ! finally you get to taste my oh awesome-ness of me being mean! YAY. three cheers for SHAAN !!! (: no more of you talking to me ever agn. YES.
and sadly, i'll be super stress next week. im feeling the pressure alr. so next week, DO NOT make me sad, angry or moody. i'll be sure u'll get it from me! HAHA. ;D
)): nz trip is posepone to 7 nov. means no celebrating my birthday on the plane ))): and its 2days lesser. sad sial.

2007-08-09T09:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!<3
i HATE crowds.
but ilovetoday. with rayner ard, more fun and happiness!! (: he kept us entertained the whole day.
went to meet fad, aqeel, rayner, sheng xiang, khairuddin, jazli, juncheng, and elaine! i was late. as always. (: aint my fault. had a stomach ache and the roads were block.
watched rush hr 3 !! super hilarious. ;D
then, james, clement and darren came to join us.
we 'pangsei' elaine and clement. wah good can call me kepo. finefine. will not ask you anything anymore. for the sake of ur privacy.
FIREWORKS! cool sial. i like! <3
and wad the freaking shit is this huh. SAYING ALL THIS SHIT INFRONT OF ME WHEN ITS AINT TRUE. I DONT MAKE EMPTY PROMISES FOR MUFFIN MAX. and i DIDNT THINK IT WAS FUNNY. IT AINT MY FAULT. &ohmygosh. are u that desperate. its ur problem that u didnt cherish me last time. its GONE.

2007-08-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

im having a terrible headache again.
): i may be thinking too much agn.
WADEVER. scold me for all i care. 'empty promises; fck u, u whore; i hate you' wadever it is man. i DONT CARE anymore.
i shall not swear anymore. i will try.

2007-08-06T20:41:00.000-07:00

fnn prac exam today.
two fingers burnt badly): blisters.
sad life man! i'm not in reality. lost in my dreams. aint thinking at allll..
but i'm happy with wad i am, and i thank God for this(:
no mood for studying.
seriously, even if i studied, you wouldnt gimme a pass will you. besides, im having a headache and im tireddd.
and thanks ELAINE! for being such a bully):

2007-08-01T09:36:00.001-07:00

i thought school had make me happy, at least.
but right to the very end, i was fuming mad.
BIG BULLIES! ALL OF YOU!
at home too. kena whacked frm my bro): can never outdo him.
but, i had left smth from me.(: three of you.
a scar of love<3

2007-07-31T21:52:00.000-07:00

i glad its all over. once &for all.(:
im not ready for you, love
feeling down at this instance.

2007-07-28T16:11:00.000-07:00

came back home at 1.45am today. superbly tired. woke up at 1.30 today ;D
so. 'alive' lessons were fun yesterday! super duper hilarious. we were super sexist luh. we had this debate whereby the girls were suppose to be for dating while the guys were suppose to be against dating. and so, we had this debate. when jun cheng stood up and was about to talk, everyone started making sooo much niose. someone switched off the lights, mark shone a torchlight on top of his head, fad starting to act like a cameraman, then everyone made a way for the clear direction to elaine. HAHA. super hilarious.
and ruoning, every one started doing monkey actions; kenny the mushroom. and for yong siang..
"cher, then how if the guy is very pushy and irritating to the girl leh?"
then i was like
" like you right! 'Q ,Q' !"
haha. then everyone started to make fun of him.
4a has alot of girl to guy pair. and thanks to rayner, fad and jazli, our class had become so lively and always laughing. (:
anyway.
im srry for not wanting to meet you yeahh. that time when i saw u i was shocked; but i noe it's no longer the anxiety that longs to see you, no more love for you. so i did not regret the decision of not wanting to meet you even though u asked agn when i was out yesterday. i wna carry on my life.. without you.
i'm missing you alr bernie!! 5years. i wonder how long it'll take.. i teared but not as much.. everyone was bidding her goodbye and i could feel the pinch. sighs.. nvrmind. im sure we meet soon soon soon! 5 years wont be long.. & the gifts is so nicee. i'll be very touched if i were to receive it. cherish that photos babe! (:
oh and THANKS sx for the earpiece u're gna give me! although i hate seeing you do that.

2007-07-26T10:27:00.000-07:00

everyday at least a test):
2 test tmr.
bernie leaving for germany for 5 years tmr. SOBS.
and no, i dont wna see him.

2007-07-23T05:25:00.001-07:00

she's such a BYTCH. to the MUFFIN MAX.
fuming mad now.

2007-07-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

i had a great time today! ;D

woo. after using all my brain juices for the 3tests, had chinese and then.. to town! mission accomplished(: bought my jeans and flats! nice. i like. &i think im gna buy another flats. jus cant resist it! ;Dwent shopping with dearest elaine, we saw WEIRD ppl. one at fareast, this DIGUSTING guy was scratching his groan all time thru. mygosh luh.. and SCGS ppl were laughing and video-ed it down. eew. on the way to cit hall mrt, this WEIRD guy suddenly turn and STAREE at us talking. its like one instance, we're giggling and talking and the next instance, silence! hahaha. WEIRD luh.

so. i went to city hall to meet my other friends. CAM WHORE with them! went to eat at soup spoon. HAHA. denise and i were being siao char bo there luh. we ordered this bread bowl. inside the bread was the soup. we then started eating and made a mess out of the whole place!! she started peeling off the bread when the soup's not finished.. had a fun time screaming and whoring at her. (: after eating, we headed to the esplanade. i wna go NDP this year ! i anticipate it's so gna be nice. they had some rehearsals so we could hear the songs and everything else. OH &stupid denise was super CHEENA tonight. she kept on bubbbling in CHINESE in the CHEENA ACCENT. omgosh, i nearly went bonkers!! CAM WHORE there! woo. we went back to raffles city to have BEN n JERRY. delicious. i wan the MOOMOO!
):
my batt went flat. luckily, it had this little much of batt. msg elaine the bus no. used the remaining batt to talk to poh-e. she doesnt noe wad to wear for tmr's concert ! as always. haha. elaine came up to pass me some stuff and alighted the next stop. (: cool eh.

great satisfaction today man! ilovethis. ;D

nice bread bowl.. MESS !with the bread hlaf eaten by denise.

2007-07-19T06:01:00.001-07:00

omgosh. i have 3 TEST tmr!! ))): every lesson one test. maths, chem then physics. aiyee.. sure flunk alr luh ! how to finish studying.. oh great luh. then tonight i wont be able to have any rest. gna sleep later than usual..
today during geog, wei an was super hilarious! we were laughing our ass off and we couldnt stop laughing.. HAHA. he and his actions. CHAI CHEE BROTHERS FOR LIFE SEH. wah i scared sial.
hahaha.
but today isnt better than yesterday. OH SHE'S SO GREAT HUH. can call me a BIMBO. say i didnt do ur work. I DID EVERY PIECE OF WORK. say i SLACKING. wth. i'll jus blow up some day. wont tolerate it anymore.
tmr's laser quest thingy is CANCELLED. jean called and it was fully booked ))): ANYWAY. tmr's gna be a BAD BAD BAD day! moreover, i still needa stay back for pathetic chinese. *WHINES ! nvrmind. shopping still on with darl ELAINE ! ;D
ineedyou.

2007-07-18T08:49:00.000-07:00

umhmm.
so i had breakfast with them as usual. but today was at parkway. & yong siang came to join us.. school's as usual, had a few scoldings today): for talking. to MARK. he cant sit beside me, i'll be too tempted to talk ! ;D my legs are still ACHING luh. wth)))))): i cant climb up stairs. it'll hurt like crazy. AWW. cant stand it.. *WHINES.

i've been very cranky these few days. :/ lack of sleep! i guess.

i'm still thinking of getting my jeans and flats. SHOPPING pls! i need cash badly): nevertheless, shopping at fareast on fri! YAY. omgosh. after that, it's heaven. to be updated tmr.. HOPEFULLY.

im not thinking of you. yes.. i dont want to.

infatuated!!

2007-07-17T10:45:00.000-07:00

woah. finally i've update my blog. in a million years it has been man ! i dont see a need to update my life for everyone to see. so ohwells. i'll update once in awhile. HANYING, YINING ! look. i've UPDATED. change new skin somemore. ;D
INFATUATED.
hahhaa. if u noe wad i mean. (:

2007-04-14T18:10:00.001-07:00

SYF dance'07 is in one week's time ! and my back is injured.it hurts so badly i cant possibly dance now. so shitty. D: aaahh. i'm very worried for dance. i wna dance to get gold. but it seems like we're kinda far frm it.. this really sucks. so right now im stressed up. mid years are ard the corner and i haven started preparing yet.
oh God, help me!!
there's like thousand and one things happening now.. and my stupid bitchy mood is been with me since dunno when. cos of some stupid bitchy ppl that i really cant stand. mygoodness. cant stand it man.
AWW. and i found out this dark secret of mybestfriend and im so SAD. ): right elaine.its jus so saddening.
stop calling me ah ma, maria! u're my mommy leh.):
poh-e! eat some salmon... salmon is NICE.
hahaha. passing-burger ceremony with cheeyang:D
yongsiang i wan my poster!!!!

2007-03-19T21:00:00.000-07:00

thnks yining. for ur wonderful advice(:
and yes wilfred, i feel hurt luh. but, never jus the book by its cover rite yining? so now i noe and i'll tone it down.(:
woo. ilovesch today. not much important lessons. slacked slacked.
but im still very tired.
i watched tooo much "porn" today ! heh. the bunch of kids was jus hilarious and kinda made a fool out of themselves.=P we were laughing madly at them luh ! until i got a headache and it still hurts now): so, i call it 'porn'. seriously, they made a fool out of themselves. aww. they shld have known.
hmk ! one big big major problems when there's sch. i need help!
yining u can be my COUNCILLOR! hahahha. and i noe u'll be reading this(:

march holidays??

2007-03-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

): i haven started my hmk.
(: becos im changed.
where's tat cheeyang !! send me tat thingy.
anyway, i was sooo tempted to blog yesterday but i had to get some rest cos i'm really having lack of sleep, and i mean, REALLY. lets see wad march HOLIDAYS i had.
monday- jean's place
tuesday-cca
wednesday-cca
thursday-slc stayover (i didnt sleep the whole entire night ! which is why im freaking tired..)
fri-slc ; went out (12 plus then ZZZ)
sat- slc ; synergiz !!! (1plus came home)
today- church ! went out (super extremely tired)
i really think tat the school shouldnt even had this holidays. to us, it means no holidays !! and the reason i shall take this one and only free time of mine to blog is becos synergiz conference made me realise and realise and realise. i had been so dumb !
okayy. this is my so-not-common entry by me.
ahem!
jeanne mayo preach this on the last night of synergiz.
2samual 13:1
she made me realise u shldn't give ur all to someone unless u are gna made that someone special in ur life. like getting married to that person?.haha.if not u will only get hurt and each time it will hurt deeper. and by the time u meet the mr.right. u wont be able to give ur whole heart to the person. yup. something like tat. she's hilarious but serious at the same time(: the message was jus so awesome luh !
and that night really cleared my mind.
so..
thnks for giving me wonderful and the-not-so wonderful memories in my this secondary life. i went thru the hard times. but now, i'm letting go. i noe u'll be so duper glad to hear this. but ya. and this time round i mean it. no more. close friends maybe. i'll treasure these moments together deep down in my heart. once agn, thank you. (:
yes ! i'm so gna look forward to life and sch though i kinda dread it. hahaa(:
i feel good. lalalala!
slc was fun.(: the night that we lay at the parade sq gazing at the stars and chatting with one another(: iloveit. but now, i need sleep!
i had fun with shaz and yuan yuan today !!(:
hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk hmk!!.. before i can get my rest.
)))))))))):

2007-02-23T04:53:00.001-08:00

shut up shaan.
stop ur stupid thoughts.
you have had enough of him.
he's jus making a fool of you.
he's jus playing with you.
NEVER TRUST HIS WORDS.
never trust him.
dont ever believe him again.
since when did he mean his words
since when is he true to you.
worse is, STOP THINKING OF HIM.
u no longer _ him.
he no longer exist in your world.

oh shut up SHAAN !

ARGH. stop giving me problems. i have had ENOUGH. STOP! i wish the time would stop. i've been thinking alot & i have no idea why. why.why. my brain's gna burst.
im going bonkers.

2007-02-14T23:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY !!! <3

no roses this year. ):

2007-02-09T06:04:00.001-08:00

im dead tired cos had x-country today & dance.

such a coincidence. (:
im glad u still rmb me.

such a embarrassment today

2007-02-06T11:13:00.000-08:00

darn internet.
today is my most embarrassing day of my life !!
mr toh, reg &hanying !! sabo-ed me.
today the upper sec classes had assembly. and a grp of ppl came down to perform this maths geometry dance. then later, we were suppose to volunteer ourselves to have a try out on stage. i was half asleep. then reg started to pull my hand up which i struggled to put it down. &she kept saying ," shaan! go up! faster raise ur hand up!"
little did i noe, mr toh heard & he went up to me & started to point at me. "shaan, go up ! u can do it. do the sch proud." i was alr so embarrassed luh !! i was like dont sabo pls beg u! still, it didnt work. ): i covered my face and keep putting my head down. finally i had NO CHOICE. i reluctantly stood up and then went up the stage.
it was that embarrasing alr. but when i went up the stage, it was WORST.

i thot i could go back after doing some stupid box box movement becos the lady beside me ask me to return to my seat. i was walking away alr, then this lady on the mike started saying ," wait wait ! havent yet." when everyone heard, they started laughing. i couldnt help but to laugh too. but it was so EMBARRASSING for me luh !!

WORST DAY EVER IN TMS. )):

after dance, stupid fellow clement went to use his shirt & cover my head. i have a good time chasing him. he ran like crazy ! ((: although that was embarrassing too, it cant be COMPARED to the assembly happening.

2007-02-05T20:34:00.000-08:00

ohmygoodness !!
i cant believe it. so unbelievable.
im so suprised. im so disgusted.
SO BOLD.
ohdear. ohdear. what to do..??
someone help.!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

anyway. i BEAT nito wong si siang act cute ah beng pig = not a man in CHEM TEST.
despite him studying and i didnt. HAHHA.
yeahh. he owes me a DRINK.
((:

soccer match.
3-0
tms lost ):
soo heart breaking.
tms JIA YOU !!!
i'll be there to watch on wed. ((:

today's alive lesson was super funny.!
& jazli tried to sneak out of smt.
he managed to !! so hilarious.
mr lokman didnt even realised. he cant see man. ((:

random post.

2007-02-04T22:13:00.000-08:00

SINGAPORE WON !! ((:
yess. and i stupidly bet on thai. oh, my 2BUCKS ! mark didnt make it clear that we were betting on the OVERALL game. AHH. nvrmind, nvrmind, nvrmind ! argh.

i'm kinda dissappointed geraldine didnt accept christ. though she was willing to know more, she wasnt sure yet. guess i have to pray harder. cos her mom is bringing her to a catholic church. ): she doesnt feel comfortable in church. WHY?! i wonder too..
& im kinda surprise tat amanda knew her &stuff. haha. we both detest her! but she doesnt like her more than i do. (:
DRUM PRAC!! samual(frm mi lu bing) chat with us for our first lesson. ((: YAY. im so excited. i think next week we're gna start. (((:

oh well. i realised tat this aint gna work. i shall stop clinging onto the hope. i shall jus forget him. i shall not think about him. i shall carry on my life. i shall jus wish him all the best. YES shaan. that's wad u're gna do. BE HAPPY ALWAYS.

yupps. mind cleared. havent been getting enough rest this few days. or shld i say since starting of sch. sch life is HECTIC. sch work, dance syf, stuffs, church......... and it goes on. NO TIME ! & we're gna take express papers this year. ohmygoodness. stressssss..

RANDOM POST.
:D

UCC.

2007-02-03T19:31:00.000-08:00

AWW.
soccer match 4-1
tms lost. )):
but at least hyder scored ! woo.
i OVERSLEPT today. ohmygoodness.
thank God poh-e called me to bring stuff for her.
so i brought socks for her and pineapple tarts for cheeyang.
im such a NICE girl. :D
practice then went to UCC.
performed there before.
training was tedious.
went back to sch.
saw my classroom.
NICEE.
ORANGE PAINT. wooo.
started to paint abit.
saw the rest painting flowers. haha.
packed up & chao !
& ACTUALLY suppose to go out.
but dad ask me go home to study.
then okay lor.
i shall be a GOOD GIRL.
since i'm so busy &hardly have any time for everything.
especially studying.
BUT, I HAVENT GOT MY CHINESE NEW YEAR CLOTHES.
frustrating !
shall go out with poh-e to shop. ((:

mood swings ):

2007-02-01T23:17:00.000-08:00

i have been having mood swings lately. or isit jus me that is hot-tempered? yesterday i was SO MAD. i nearly faint. u see, when i get too mad, i will not be able to control and will eventually cry. but, i kept and i 'ren' till the anger inside of me went away. it was hard. i could not talk to anyone. and u noe why i got sooo mad. this:
MATHS TEST WAS SCREWED luh.
yess. maths. wth.wth.wth. shall not talk abt it.

and when we went to ikea yesterday, someone didnt wanto carry the things especially he is a GUY. not gay. dont act like gay can. but, i shall be very merciful and spare u. i FORGIVE u. ((: its jus tat i had a BAD day yesterday.

YESS. singapore won ! woo.

arrgghh !!! tmr there's danceee. and i wanto watch soccer match !! tms first soccer match lor. *&^%@ ! tmr danceee will be longg. 2-4 then 4.30-6.30 )): LONG day tmr.

2007-01-29T20:09:00.000-08:00

#*&^%&$#@ !!!!!!
imissedit. one split sec. its gone.

2007-01-28T11:06:00.000-08:00

brought geraldine to church today ! service was great. pastor Daniel Choe teached about the end times. super scary. he told us in detail tat nuclear bombs are now not gna be bombed when it reaches the ground but in the air where u'll see a BRIGHT light tat will blind u , in 1 sec the heat will go to 1000degreecelcius and ur eyeball will start to melt, skin will start to melt, then after there'll be a sucktion where it goes back to ur body and da ta ! u'll evaporate into thin air !! EEEWWWW. and he talk more. but its super scary luh. )):

after chuch went to hong xin's place. AHH. he taught me how to make ROSES !! yay. im so gna do it for valenties day IF I CAN GET the MATERIALS. wooo. im gna put the first ever rose i made up soon when i get another chance to update.

okay. now im so not gna look forward for tmr.
FIRSTLY. there's chem test.
then, there might be ting xie tmr.
AND there's MATHS. eeeeww.
I HAVE DANCE TOO. till like 5. darn.
and lastly, im gna get jealous.

i`m SICK.

2007-01-27T14:40:00.000-08:00

ARGH. im sick. hadnt been feeling well since yesterday although i went to sch and became so hyper and well such tat i could go for dance. but the sickness came back to me last night. and right now, im ROTTING at home. I WANT TO GO OUT !!!

woo. I CANT WAIT FOR MON. im soooo excitedd. YAY. :DD

anyway, finally i got the pics frm yining.

caught in action!(my face looks distorted) see, im soo guai. attentively listening to miss lim. but wilfred couldnt resist the smell of the fondue tat the teacher behind us was cooking. tat he did this when miss lim left the room !!

he tried to steal some !!! and i try to hide the serviettes which our class need for the birthday babies during contact time !! so, i look kinda FAT !

but soon i got bored of her teaching. )): mdn Goh behind me still cooking our HOT CHOC. ((:

YAY. then the time came.....

HOT CHOCOLATE !..

with FRUITS ..!!

thnks to yining for the photos !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILFRED & KAI JIE !! <3

i didnt noe wilfred is CAMERA SHY. hhahahaha

2007-01-26T22:45:00.000-08:00

im suppose to blog today but apperently i cant cos yining hasnt send me today's video abt the BIRTHDAY BABIES and photos. okay, so this video is yesterday's PE. the 4A boys really suck in this. ((:
video-ed by: ME !
but its kinda boring &blur.
haf FUN !!

2007-01-24T21:30:00.000-08:00

today class was SUPER FUNNY. especially in soh's class. (extract frm NITO WONG SI XIANG ACT CUTE AH BENG blog)

on thursday Rayner didn't come to School due to his STOMACHACHE, its his usual excuse and we sabo-ed him by saying that he did not dare to come to school as he had many work not done. So our dear ms soh said that when he return he MUST present a MC to her so he will be able to sit for the exam but unfortunately today he fail to present that little MC. so ms soh was kind enough to let him go by asking him to do 20 push-ups, as most of us know, rayner is weak, useless and weak again. He can't possibly pull of 20 push-ups, so he asked for 20 jumping-jacks, yet he did it without any strength or should i say he isn't serious of his punishment.when he completed the 20 jumping jacks, he stop and walk away and
ms soh said
"Did i ask you to stop"
rayner replied
"Teacher, don't like this la."
"Continue jumping! Until i say you can stop."
"wah lao"[rayner start jumping again]
rayner said
"MS SOOOOOOOOOH, can i stop now....
"NO u havent even started."
HAHA.so he continue to jump. in the end ms soh was kind enough to let him stop, but he was told to clean the board. So our dear rayner walked up to the board and took the duster and gave is 2 wipes and walk away.the board was still dirty. he walked away and he got scolded again. HAHA. rayner sure is a joker.

another thing happened in class that made us laugh our heads off. jazli found a magazine under the table and he came up with this smart idea
the idea go like this,
[step 1: place the magazine/book on the window panel.]
[step 2: wait for the time is right.]
[step 3: make sure one to look out.]
[step 4: people walk pass and...]
[step 5: hit the magazine/book and woosh it fly out and hit the passer-by.]
so you all have the rough idea what is going on?so the story goes like this.people was walking pass and jazli wack dat damn magazine out of the window,woosh those lower sec that walk pass was frightened haha,, some even took the book and gave us back..THEN, jazli found A geography textbook, so u decided to use it. Now he have 2 tries HAHA.one magazine and one textbook, he tried on ms soh and ms soh said he was trying to kill her. her class was jus FUN today luh. ((:

srry no time blog. so took the extract frm sheng xiang blog. ;D hope u all wont mind.

2007-01-20T23:55:00.000-08:00

wooo. im gna say smth...
GRAB A TEENAGE MAG NOW!!! ((:
he appeared in the page.
i`m proud of him.
turn to page40.

horrible day !

2007-01-13T18:20:00.000-08:00

yesterday i had looked forward for the night's dinner as i was eagerly waiting to try out my dad's chicken rice fried rice. becos' my dad seldom cooks, and when he does, it's out of the world ! the taste will be like woooo. NICE..
so i rushed back home BUT having to find that there's no meal at all. NONE.NOTHIN. argh! my mom threw away the chicken rice ! see, BAD COMMUNICATION. oh well. then, he wanted me to get dinner outside where it was like raining cats &dogs luh. then NO NO. we debated for quite awhile which alr got me so mad.. in the end, i asked my dad to cook beehoon. still, it tasted NICEE. ((:

HORRIBLE DAY !

it was still raining cats &dogs and i decided not to go out. who would wna get drench in this kind weather? might as well stay home &sleep or do ur own stuff.. so i happily ate my breakfast & suddenly, a call frm my BROTHER.
" shaan ar, can u do me a favour?"
"er, what?"
"can help me go down to the library &get me books of wine, i need it for my project. PLS"
"like NO!!!!............"
okay, well in the end, i was FORCED by my lovely LOVELY brother to go to the library &get his pathetic books. twice i saw dinah today ! haha. fated.. yeah rite man. anyway, before i went out my dad was like, " ehh, buy for me prawn noodle at parkway where it sells the famous nice delicious noodle." oh, i was so mad at that point of time cos' i alr had to make my trip down to the library. and expected to walk down to parkway??! ARGH. i'm so nice luh. i actually walked all the way to parkway just to get his prawn mee despite all the madness and stuff. but dont BULLY me ! ):
when i came home, i had to help my grandfather as he went up one storey to help repair the toliet as it was leaking down to my place. when i went into the hse, WOAH. i've seen it, i've felt it. like what my bro told me yeaterday. NO COMMENTS man. anyway, i waited till my granddad finished and i help carry his tools.

now, pilling up TONS of HMK to do !! what is this man.
pushing us so hard cos' we're gna make history in temasek?? thru-train class expected to do well ? hand in hmk in time and listen in class attentively? HURHUR. i didnt even do tat last year when i was in class 3A. expect me to do this now? its gna take a longggg timeeeeeee.

2007-01-05T20:32:00.000-08:00

SYF `o7 AUDITION TOTALLY SCREWED UP !
i blew it.

happy blessed new year !!!

2007-01-02T05:11:00.001-08:00

the old year ends,
a new begins
with page clean &new ;
and what is written on each page
will now depend on you
you can`t relieve the year that`s past,
erasing every wrong ;
for once in a year - or day - is spent,
it is forever gone.
but don`t give up in dark despair
if you failed some test ;
seek God`s forgiveness &resolve
henceforth to do your best.
resolve each precious day to do
things good and kind &pire
though days &years may pass away,
there things shall still
endure.
you know not where your path my lead
nor what`s beyong the hill ;
but know that God walks at your side,
if you will do His will.
all things are possibe with God,
though days be bright or dim ;
so do your best and know that you can leave the rest to
Him.
HAPPY BLESSED NEW YEAR !!

heh. i know i`m kinda late. but.i have reasons kay !
i had a stayover at my friends place during watch night ;
new year`s eve to new year so i couldnt blogged and yesterday i was out till 2am.
see. i told u i had reasons. ((:
anyways, tmr starts SCH..eew.
dont like my class !! or maybe i`ll be liking my class soon.
but NOT at the moment. )):
nvrmind, i shall endure.
anywayy.
HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

merry christmas !!!

2006-12-24T23:10:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS !!!

woo. its christmas time. all the gifts and presents ! :D i`m greedy man. heh. i had so much fun today luh. invited geraldine to my church today and after tat my church youth went to eat and then, BOWLING !!! woo. i scored 90 luh. pro hor. (; but, we couldnt play a second round cos' it`s at marina sq and there were a lot of ppl.. when i was enjoying myself so much, my dad suddenly called and ask me to rush home becos he lost his keys. there was a hole in his pocket and it dropped out frm there! i dragged myself back without any dinner. my dad then cook me my dinner !! he brought back some ham and chicken for christmas, so he made my dinner. woo. so touched. then i was thinking," if u honour ur parents, i`m so very sure God will bless u like He did to me !" God is good man. ((:

i`ve been enjoying myself with my friends these few days. had carolling yesterday at the old folks home. the folks are super cute luh !! they were soo happy to see us there. then when i was serving one of them, the other grabbed my hand and said something which i cant make out. so i just gave a big smile. heh. ((:

but i just cant stand LANCE. he`s such a big bully. HAHA. he`s so mean. today he used his LANCE STYLE to bowl tat made all of us laugh till we nearly roll down on the ground. super cute&funny.

*i`m so srry i didnt send out cards this year. no time. HEH. so i`m gna send msgs at 12 tonight!! ;D

**oh yes. youth camp was FABULOUS !! check out the details with me!

2006-12-13T17:15:00.000-08:00

fashion fiesta :DD

2006-12-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

let`s start off with yesterday since yesterday i was too lazy to blog. joshua, lee hung , geraldine and i went skating ! lee hung came my place for awhile and later met joshua to get my skates fixed up cos it`s spolit. UNFORTUNATELY, my skates can`t be repaired so i`ll just got to get a new one. yupp. then after met geraldine at my place 7-eleven and we left for east coast !! on the way there i met my dad who just return frm overseas at abt 4am. haha. i guess he went to eat with his friend or smth .. we skate till we were exhuasted luh. then, we went mac for 'coffee'. ((: chat & chat and home sweet home !!

today started off badly. firstly, i was woken by my parents. they were screeming like nobody business. NVRMIND. then, my dad DIDN`T go to work. he was so impatient with my granddad. then i was like ;" u very mean leh." and he instructed me to do so many minor stuff that he can manage... -.- luckily, he slept most the time.
but, HAHA. evening came.. my mom came back frm work. bought this herbal chicken and we ate. after that, we had to rush becos fashion fiesta was at6.45 and we left the place at 6? yeah. and the place was at braddell heights CC. so can u imagine how rush we rushed? haha. [: and when we got there by cab, it was POURING !! the taxi driver was so kind, he GAVE us his umbrella as there was NO shelter. so PATHETIC. we had to rush in to get good seats as it was free seating..
but i love the fashion fiesta. (((: becos my bro was modelling. he looks HOT man. hahhaa. :DD and the girls there too. they`re like super HOT. soo prettyy and nicee figures they have. waa. 'zhen ling ren xian mu' too a lot of pic. however, i`m very sadd luh. i couldn`t and didn`t have the chance to take a pic with my HOT bro. ))): it sure keeps memories. SIGHS. nvrmind. i shall upload some pic later. ohh and my bro pic was hang BIG BIG outside the cc. i meant, he had a BIG poster of himself outside the cc. woo~

i can`t sing for PEANUTS !!

2006-12-03T23:20:00.000-08:00

can u BELIEVE it?
i`m in carolling.. oh, SINGING ! i can`t sing for PEANUTS ! i'll just ruin the carolling. gna be singing at an old folks home on the 23 dec. THANK GOODNESS it`s an old folks home.. had practice today.. i`m in auto with jia ern, debbie, pearl , terri and denise ! YAY. jia ern and i are newcomers. and jia ern couldnt make it today becos she has a SORETHOART. #@&^*% !!! she left me all alone ! how could u, JIA ERN !! heh. so embarrasing. i had to catch up with them not knowing how to sing. it`s my FIRST time singing with like so few ppl.. and when we combined with the soprano. it was still quite alright. i was still able to sing the auto style; mostly very monotenious. but when we combine all together with the guys, wah. quite difficult. must practice ! but, i forgot how the tune goes like.. AHH.
who noes, i might just like singing after all these practises.. (:

tmr there's tuition. oh BORING. haven`t been attending for the past two weeks. dont know whats going on. OH WELL. shall jus attend it.

TUES ! going skating... YAY. i cant wait.. !! shall go get my wheels with joshua first. my wheels are SPOILED. woo.. =D

oh and did i say i`m having a PIMPLE OUTBREAK ! AHHH. yuck man. i`m so UGLY now. ))))):

*anyone in for my church YOUTH camp..?? it`s only 15 bucks for newcomers !! non-believers are MOSTLY encouraged to go. it`s a worthwhile INVESTMENT !! (:

HAPPY FEET !!!

2006-12-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

went out with geraldine and marlisa today ! maria couldnt make it as her mom isnt well. i hope her mom's better by now. (:
woke up at 11. i really wanted to jus lie back down on my bed and ZZZ ! but i couldnt. instead, i laze ard till i was late ! supposed to have meet each other at 12, but i left my place at 12 ! so tired luh. met them at bedok library cos i needed to return books. one day overdue. i hope u wont mind HUISI !! <3 payed my fine for the previous books. cost me a bomb! 34.20 bucks. could have bought a nice shirt with that amt.

lesson learnt : dont ever borrow books frm library ANYMORE !!

hahaha. then, marlisa and geraldine gave me a surprise. they brought me GIFTS. extremely BELATED GIFTS. but i'm really glad. i thought they totally forgot all abt my birthday.. i was super sadd luh. but nvm, its the THOUGHT THAT COUNTS ! and and their gifts are just simply so wonderfullll !!
took mrt from bedok to city hall to orchard. on the way there we saw han yang and jane. yupp.. went lido! booked tickets to watch HAPPY FEET !! i likee. but not the ending. tat happy feet penguin shld have marry gloria LAR !! anyway, we found a seat after booking the tickets and they even bought me a BIRTHDAY CAKE ! its so SWEET but EMBARRASSING ! hahaha. marlisa video-ed me. shall put it in friendster.. sang happy belated birthday and blah blah. OPENED presents !!! wonderfullll...
went to watch movie then after ate KFC and marlisa went off. then me and geraldine wondered ard orchard before going home. at the bus stop saw venetia and friend.
went back home.. called elaine shall celebrate her belated birthday next week !! and my bro came home. he HIGHLIGHTED HIS HAIR. i also want. NO FAIR. ))): then blah blah. he chatted with me online.. WEIRDO. he ask me who was this guy i mention in my msn nick that says ," why must he be at camp now" he thinks i like a guy !!! hahhahaha. =D pls lor i like that guy? oh c'mon ! he's shuai luh. but not anymore. the past can nv be my future. YAY. and i shall be happy for him when he finds the RIGHT GIRL.

2006-12-01T15:50:00.000-08:00

im watching stairway to heaven now! ahh. so nice.. just now played monopoly. and i lost! no fair. they all gang up on me. ): now i'm at jean's hse now. stayed over at jean's hse and going to stay over a few more nights! YAY.

MONDAY! was a very wonderful day! our dance had a farewell party after much planning. it was sucessful!! mostly, i would like to thank shazunah. i feel that she put in a lot of effort. THANK YOU SHAZUNAH ! =D woo. i love that day man. took a lot a lot of pictures! nicee. all u ppl, must send me the pictures !!! after the farewell, some of the dancers went out to tampines. then went home. so tired.. the next day guess i what time i woke up ? 12.30! i could have woken up later. but i had to meet jean and jia ern. and i had to postpone the time one hr later cos i didnt pack my staff yet. oh and opps. i'm gna skip tuition this whole week. last week i skipped too. ): nvm. i hope next week i'll be free.

anyway, the show is super sad luh. but up to now at disc 11, i haven even cried! aiya, becos of jean luh. she kep saying whats gna happen next. and we kept laughing !! argh. i must watch it alone or with my mom ! then will cry. haha!

friday will be going out with geraldine, marlise and maria!! cant wait.
qurrelled? my FAULT luh. srry..

her big day !

2006-11-22T23:10:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! (: lotsa LOVEE. <3

2006-11-20T23:40:00.000-08:00

went out with jean today! yay.firstly went for a hair cut at ang mo koi. i had a totally CHANGED hairstyle luh. =/ my fringe is super short.. but lance had a real changed. guess he's hairstyle is always the same, then suddenly, WOAH. style seh. ahhaa.jean's one was good too. after jean had her hair cut, lance went off for his tuition.. OH YES.. tmr im going to sch for meeting but i dun noe how to tie my hair. CRAP. ah. nvm shall upload the pics later. (:
then, i went keppel club to swim ! jean wanted to suntan but guess wad, the sun only lasted for 30 to 45mins and some clouds covered it and no more sun.. ): hahaa. went swimming after tat and went for jazzusi. the weather aint good, it started to rain so jean and i went to bathe and we waited for lance and pearl to come and join us. we went vivo after the rain stopped as vivo was jus 2stops away frm keppel club. keppel club veiw of the sea is wonderful. its really relaxing and the best part was that there wasnt anyone except small boys training for their lessons.
went to eat dinner, walked ard and auntie serene fetched me back home. (:
tmr there's meeting. ): i have to wake up early. BOO.
ahh. i hate it when it happens..

long lost friends <3

2006-11-18T22:31:00.000-08:00

yesterday dinner was heavenly. (: i was invited to the teen challenge 30 birthday celebration thingy. some minister came too! had a nicee meal. unfortunately, i didnt take pics ! ):

YAY. i so love today. went out with my long lost friends! after 3 YEARS of missing them, finally i got a chance to meet up with them! <3 hee.

met up wtith yuen ying at bedok mrt. then took the mrt to harbour front. its so funny, when we were taking the escalator down to outram mrt when yuan ying and i saw the mrt abt to leave. so she quickly ran into the mrt and tried to pull me in. haha. but i couldnt get in on time ! then i had to take the next train. it was super funny.. yuen ying is super cute luh. she's still very funny..she loves KIDS. she told me next time she says she wants to give birth to 18 kids ! hahaha. met nabila at harbour front and we went vivo. booked tickets for STEP UP ! went to eat chicken rice. very nice. (: after all these, yuan ying got broke. haha.. walked ard vivo then went to watch STEP UP ! the movie is NICEE. waah. how i wish i can dance as nice as her. =P um. after the movie we walk ard agn..
then, we decided to go ECP ! yay. i love..

went to mac to eat. then walk ard in the beach. took many pics! i shall upload some later. nabila grew so much slimmer. i envy her luh. how i wish i could lose some weight at my stomach there. i've been gaining weight ever since i stop dancing.. SIGHS. then home i went!!

its a GREAT day today.
i wish we could do this more often! (:

2006-11-18T07:40:00.000-08:00

my thoughts are in a mess.

2006-11-17T00:30:00.000-08:00

my life is so boring nw. havent been updating these few days becos i'm busy with sch, work and tuition. every morning i'll have to wake up so early just to get to sch but i dont see a reason why i shld go, it isnt helping me either. waste of my time. but if i were to 'pon' i'll feel bad. like im a "BAD GIRL" kind. so have to force myself to get up.

then, after sch i'll go for my work which is all the way at queensway. PATHETIC. but what to do. take a 1hr bus ride there. work for a few hrs jus to earn some bucks. life's PATHETIC. i realised how parents have to work so hard just to support a family yet they need a huge sum of money. and i, working, only earn a few bucks every hr. WAH. i envy them man. i shld go for jobs tat offer higher pays. but i just i like working as a dental assistance. just pick up calls and all.. and u can have lots of time to slack. whats more, u can choose ANY time u wna go. haha.(: its actually quite fun working noe, but i find that it is abit wasted that u spent so many hrs of ur life working, but getting a pathetic salary. but i guess it'll be alright for me now. becos i'm still studying. BUT still, im BOKE.

tuition! did i mention there's this "pretty girl" that clements simply adores?? hahaa. she's pretty luh. (: and andy is still super sick. *VOMITS. but he is a good teacher.

ANYWAY, i'm so touched by what james said to me today. when i went in the avt he was like ;" shaan, i need to talk to u." hahaha. like so serious. but im glad he told me! (: i was so delighted when james say he ask abt me. but i really wonder... does he still care abt me? maybe he does that to EVERY girl. he has so many pretty girls around him. why ask abt me? even if he wna ask abt me, why go through the trouble of asking someone else but me? why not jus ask me. many question still go through my mind when i think abt it. is it real, sincere or just a passing remark? becos the truth is i have alr given a piece of the dearest heart to him and i noe i can NEVER get it back from him. i dunno if i still care, i try not to think abt it. now that we are so far apart i wonder if we could ever be as close as last time.. the memories still stays on...

AHH. maybe there MIGHT be a chance. (((:
something miraculous just happen
never give up hope shaan!
p.s i'll never take him back to my heart. NEVER WILL I. i hope.

smelly day.

2006-11-03T09:00:00.000-08:00

i had a HORRIBLE day today. HAHA. and its all thnks to my dearest darren. hahhahaha. but it probably my fault to luh. but it was FUN. (: after a boring morning of going to sch to hav pathetic remedials, i had a chance to go changi airport. like FINALLY.. went to changi airport with clement and elaine and we ate popeyes at terminal 1. it's SUPER DELICIOUS. i'll definately go back for it.(: anyway, after tat we went to get some chocs for my ballet teacher as a gift for teaching me all these years. then darren came to find us at changi airport, went back to terminal 2 and was going to the viewing place. but while we werer walking, we entered this perfume shop as i wanted to show elaine this stinky perfume tat i mention to her abt how my bro used to work in the airport and his friend would always spray this perfume to each other and make them stink like crazy. and we went in, spraying all the nice perfumes on a piece of paper. then, i found the perfume! but poor darren, when i found it he was right beside him, so i sprayed it on him! haha. and i showed it to the rest. wah, STINKS MAN. and he stinked the whole entire day. we went to the viewers place and wah! cant stand it. he stink up the whole place. ): hahaa. and we took some videos of how he tried to make the smell go away and how he tried to 'spread' it to me and clement. HAHA. its super funny. u all shld view it at clement's phone.after tat, kenny called saying he need elaine's card and we cabbed down to parkway. but in the cab it stinks so badly, i think the bus driver also couldnt stand it. HAHA. we walked ard parkway becos kenny said tat the place where he needs the card to be used is at semei. -_-" mmake us cabbed down to parkway for nth. if not, we could have stayed longer at the airport. (: but nvm. walked ard and i bought GERALDINE"S PRESENT! very nicee. i hope she'll like it. (: darren and gang left and elaine and i went up to crestar to give my ballet teacher her money and the gift. BLAH BLAH. then went hm.
i like being at the airport. (: make me feel so at ease.

tmr's gna be a busy day! OPEN HSE!! yayy. and after tat going out with hy. (:

the BIG day. (((:

2006-11-01T23:46:00.001-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! wahah. thick-skinned ar. (: yes, its 1novemeber`06 ! my birthday!! YAY. haha.so happy. wna thnk all the people who send me birthday sms, testimonal, and not forgetting presents ! i LOVE the presents. THANKS SO MUCH. <3

today morning was a boring day cos we had remedial as usual. and it was MATHS and SS. how bad can it get.. during break we went bedok sempang to eat prata! NICEe. we so bored that we drew up this 'live messenger' on a piece of drawing block and we starting 'chatting' to each other. haha. finally when the remedial ended, hy and qy went back hm to change while elaine and i waited for darren and james. after which met up with our other class ppl and we went VIVO CITY ! yay. like finally i was able to go there. (: went to eat carls jr (ooo, i love it ) , went window shopping till 6.15 when our show was going to start. we watched the guardian. very nice. kinda touching too luh, i suppose. cos i saw elaine and hy TEARED. it was super funny. i looked at elaine who i sat beside and when i saw her crying, we looked at each other and started laughing. then, i looked across and saw hy tearing too.. SOBS. so i guess it was 'touching'. well, it didn move my heart.. maybe i'm too hard. while they're soft at heart. muahaa. (: anyway, after the movie i wanted to go changi airport. cam emo there. haha. no luh, brings back lots of memories there. wanted to visit the airport. haha.. but in the end i didn go. was very tired anyway, so i guess i'm going this friday. YAY. (:

tmr's gna be a busy day for me. ):

ANYWAYS,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME AGN !! (((:

sick ):

2006-10-27T19:50:00.001-07:00

yesterday dinner was really heavenly ! it was so delicious, that we kept eating.. i think i'll grow FAT. we ate all seafood. while we were waiting for the food to come, i was chatting with my bro. and when i turned my head away as he was on the line. i saw nelson. haha. ANYWAY, guess what did i eat?
1. vegetables
2. frog leg (with essence of chicken poured over the frog leg to boil)
3. kong kong (its like a seashell, and u eat the inside of it)
4. prawns
5. crayfish
6. CRAB BEEHOON

isnt it SO DELICIOUS. (: the bill was equally good man. HAHA. um. i think u'll get a shock of ur life if i tell u the cost. okay, get ready to faint... it cost a total of 352 BUCKS ! amazing rite. wahahhah. the most famous dish of all is the crab beehoon. super nicee.(: and guess how much it cost with extra beehoon? 116bucks larh. *faints. they sell 1kg of crab for 40bucks. man! so expensive. but u all shld try it some day. its out of the world.((:

big SIGHS. i actually was going to vivo city. i haven been there!! but on the way there, i felt sick. AHH. ate a little of fish soup with elaine and i took a cab back from aljunied. SIGHS luh. waste my money. and the moment i reached home i rushed to the toiliet and vomited. ee. haha. my fever went up to 39.4'c. took a short nap and den i woke up. eat and watch tv. so now im quite alright even though im having a BAD HEADCHE. pray that i'll get well tmr. (:

YAYY. ((:

2006-10-26T15:43:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda happy and dissappointed today ! hahaa. let me relate the story later. and this few days has been exciting! i really really want to thank God for His great MERCY upon me for letting me get through the thru-train. (: all my preparation for the end of year exam have been last minute work as i have always no time. sighs. BUT, God's grace and mercy has really help me through giving me strength through this year, giving me the peace when ever i needed and also giving me extra time(although 1day is only 24/7) to finish up my work. i really give THANKS to Him! YAY.(: i'm so glad i have Him in me. AMEN.

okok. let me now relate today to you guys. haha. today we had free lessons. played cards with alvin they all. very funny. alvin kept losing.. um. after recess, we had clean-up ! its so sad, my classmates bully me. haha. they didn want to listen to me. and, they kept scolding me saying that i had to help them when i'm not suppose to help. i was suppose to assist them. but its alright. i think i really had a bad attutide today. so many bad things happen tat pissed me off i guess. AH well. next, i couldnt get back my results BECOS i didn hand in the declaration form. tat really pissed me off. i had to get it like next week. but in the end, we 'help' our parents to sign. on their behalf. and i got back my results! haha. i didn FAIL any sub !! HAPPY. cos mid-year i didn VERY BADLY. failed chi, maths and sci. very badly done. so i thought even though i passed all my sub this end of the year, i would fail overall. but i DIDNT. YAY. thus, i got through thru-train. yeah man. (:

yesterday.
HAHA. yesterday was a very pathetic and 'suay' day. but also a very funny and FUN day. after sch, i had to wait at the basketball cos darren and clement was playing soccer and we were waiting for elaine. after tat, they went to my hse to get my skates and bike. BUT, my skates were spoiled larh.and i had to park my bike outside my estate. wasted sia. i had to rent skates which cost me like 8 bucks. ): and at the rental shop, the ppl kinda have attitude prob.anyway, darren didnt noe how to skate, so we taught him! and he fell a few times on his butt!! haha. but soon it started raining, we had to skate back to the rental shop. it rained so heavily that we were stuck at the rental shop for 1hour plus. then, we decided to run back to my place. it was FREEZING. my mouth was shivering larh. ): anyway, we ran back and thank God my bike was still there cos my dad called me and blah blah. ask me take good care of the bike as it is very expensive. so ya.. um. went hm. darren, wilbur,elaine and clement stayed at my hse. they tried to dry their own clothe. haha. very funny. used all kinds of thing, iron, hair dryer.. den ZOOM. off to tampines. took a cab there. poor kenny was waiting for us. hahaa. went hm after that.

tuesday.
publis holiday. was very bored at home. UNTIL in the night, went to the beach and ate seafood!! yayy. (: after tat me and pearl talked stuff. about BOYS. why do girls always talk abt guys. HAI. haha.. sit at the beach listening to her speak and enjoying the senery. (: nicee. went back hm at 11.

monday.
watched PRINCESS HOURS!! spent the whole day watching. ahhhh. very nicee. addicted to it. met clement they all at tm. den went for tuition. (:

sunday.
after church, my church frens met melaine and celebrated her birthday.(: we wanted to watched rob-bi-hood at marina square. not sure how u spell it. but the show was at 9 plus. so cant. then, me and pearl tricked mel that pearl had a stomach ache which she was obviously lying, we went to search for her cake. and guess wad. i saw huisi scandal and i didnt noe why i went to say hi to him. he gave me tat constipated smile larh. HUISI. u must change him. wahahahhaa. after tat, we went to the esplanade and celebrated her birthday at the rooftop.(: took pics too. NICEE. after tat went hm to watch PRINCESS HOURS.(:

saturdy
watched PRINCESS HOURS.

PRINCESS HOURS is a very very wonderful show. u all ppl out there shld watch it! haha. everyday monday to friday, 7-8pm channel U.(:
later gna have dinner. EXPENSIVE dinner. gna spent at least 300bucks there.crab bee hoon, scallop, blah blah. I CANT WAIT. (((:

ITE visit ? er, okay.

2006-10-20T17:45:00.000-07:00

yesterday and today was a visit to ITE. its the end. wth larh. ask us visit there for what? like im going to enter in there. i must be nuts. the only thing there is that the place is EXTREMELY BIG. really. there's all the facilities u need and want. i only like the cca activities that they program for us and the info-comm thingy. we play dog-and-bone soccer. FUN. wahah. cos i scored a goal ! first time seh. not bad. (: the info-comm thingy was also not bad. we used the PDAs and chatted with our classmates. so fun. but sadly, they all 'suan' me.): beauty therapy was that bad either. engineering was boring. the project was okay lor.

after the ITE visit today, i didn go back to sch. for dance. too lazy and TIRED. yesterday selpt at 1plus cos of someone which i was so worried abt. VERY worried something would happen to the person. THANKGOD the person's now safe.so i went tm. watch the prestige. very nicee. shld go watch it man ! (:

YAY. monday and tuesday no sch ! can go out . wahaa. our sch is gna moderate our marks. yeah man. then i will be able to score higher marks and hopefully through-train. and also sec 3ASIPRATION will be ALL PROMOTED. amen !

tmr going out. meeting elizabeth first then go shopping. (: and oh yes, go crestar to give money. will see how first. (; I'M BROKE. help!

RESULTS.

2006-10-18T15:10:00.000-07:00

YAY !! im so extremely happy!! today we got to check most of our subject papers. and guess what? so suprisingly, i manage to PASS ALL ! yayy. it is by the grace of God tat i manage to pass all my sub although most of it were boardaline passes. :D THANK YOU GOD. and my fasting before the week of exams really did help. :) happy happy. BUT, im still afraid of my overall results cos i didn do really well druing mid-year and all the CAs. nvm. i shall TRUST GOD. (: hahaa. my english compo suprisingly got quite high although i wrote irrelavent, PHEW lar. maths too!! i was so scared at first. paper 1 i passed. den came paper2. i was giving out the papers, so i when i saw my paper on the table i went to take a peep. and i saw 4/50 lar!! i was SO SHOCKED. i couldnt believe it man. after giving out, i went back to my table. den i took a closer look. sia lar. not my paper! gave my a BIG SHOCK can. PHEW. hahaha. science too. jus pass. so happy. my goal previously was to pass all my sub for the end of year. AND I DID IT ! yes! next time mus set higher goals. yayy. can celebrate!

wah. tmr go ITE visit sia. i dun wna go.. :( no way im stepping there! wahaha. but still have to go lar. unless i pon tan sch tmr. um... good idea!

2006-10-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

im SOooo happy! went out with hanying to shop jus now~! bought a new ROXY bag. wahah. and hanying bought her MANGO shirt. :D YAY. after church met her at aljunied mrt and we went to orchard. haha. i dun hav sense of direction wan. keep bringing hy to wrong place. (; haha. anyway, we went to shop at mango and im so gna get tat tube!! its super niceee. tmr, tmr. wahaa. then after we went fareast. shop there but souldnt find any nice shorts so we headed to pacific plaza!! yayy. i love that place lor. but its SO TEMPTING. so many things i wna buy. i wna tat $65 shorts, and tat gorgeous roxy belt. hahaa. hanying wans her gorgeous dress, bag, and the shorts. wahah. so GREEDY rite. HAHA. but we short of cash ar.. mus replenish.. den can go back there and get ALL the stuff we WANT ! yayy.. tmr go out agn!! im gna get my mom her prezzie with my bro! hahaa. her birthday is coming.. after mine. long way sia. but nvm. ! wahahhahah. =)